School sucks, for the most part...

Today was okay, except for 2 incidents with 2 teachers of mine that is. During my lunch period I go to the school library, I'm in 8th grade right now. Last year as a 7th grader I was a library monitor, I helped check in/out books, helped others find books, helped other people who were using the school computers, and I helped organize books on the shelves as well. It was an okay job and all, but what made it worth my wild was that I was with friends from around the school, so I always had someone to talk to. I was never lonely and we all worked together to keep the library running smoothly, "like a well-oiled machine", says my new science teacher. Anyway, last year some of the other monitors had to take tests in the beginning of the year to officially become monitors. Me and a few of the other monitors just joined some other way. I basically just kept coming to library as a student just visiting, but I came everyday, and eventually I learned where certain books were, how to work the school's computers, how to organize books in order, and how the checking in/out of the books worked and so I became a library monitor halfway through the school year. It was so fun and we all hung out together as we worked, it was so awesome. So this year I want to be a library monitor from start to finish, beginning to end, from dawn until dusk;metaphorically speaking that is. So I'm studying from index cards day by day trying to memorize as much as I possibly can, but it's so hard, because I barely study for an academic subject, let alone for something that I can quit anytime I please. So I'm trying, but apparently not hard enough, because I'm not remembering everything that I've been studying, what the hell is wrong with me!? I made a fool out of myself in library, when the librarian asked me a simple question, and then, without thinking, I blurted out an answer to a question she was asking someone else, so the librarian sent me into the next room in the library, and I sat there angry, frustrated, and upset that I'd gotten yelled at, even though it really was my fault, even if I wanted to blame it on my big mouth, I just know it was me being a complete idiot. Then when the first bell rang for our next class the librarian called me over again and scolded me, and told me to "get my act together". With that, she sent me off to class, science class -_-" I hate science, I have never been good at it, and I just keep getting worse. I got to science class about 30 seconds after the second bell for class rang. When I walked in I got yelled at, yet again, and signed into the "late book". Ugh! I sometimes think these teachers are out to get me. So I sit down in my seat in the front row, where I'm in perfect view of the teacher looking daggers at me, great. So the science teacher, Dr. Coppola, whose not even a Dr. for school, but a chiropractor, and just also happens to be a teacher, so people call him "Dr." Coppola. He asked the class to copy the board, then take out the papers we were suppose to get signed...what papers!? Then when the other students around me began taking out papers around me, I remembered the papers he gave us the class before. Dammit! I forgot! I wonder what he will yell at me now. And sure enough he does yell at me, he tells me, "Of course the student who comes in late to my class doesn't have the papers required." Who the hell do you think you are!? Asshole! He had just gotten me madder then before, awesome day so far, huh? In the middle of class I was getting so tired I started yawning like crazy, and I was just to sleepy to care what anyone thought about anything, and I totally forgot about being mad, I put my head down on the desk, but still tried to listen to what Dr. Coppola was saying. He was talking about the packet we had just read separately, and about the steps to the scientific method. He asked me to pick my head up, so I did, but I laid on my shoulder and on my hands to keep my head up, it felt like any second I would just pass out from exhaustion. I was secretly hoping I would so I could just go home, and get the heck out of this hellhole they call school, if I didn't have friends at school, I wouldn't even consider going to school in the first place. I'd like be on strike or something, locking myself in my room all day on my phone, I Pod, and watching tv all day long, only leaving my room to go to the bathroom, or getting food and drinks.