Dear Diary,
Today was an okay day...besides all the crying i did. i had fun today, i got halseyite of the month, but that was about the only fun part. the rest of my day...in truth freaking sucked! i thought my friend was ignoring and neglecting me so i was really depressed throughout the day, i got utterly screamed at by the school librarian, whom i help at lunch, and i hated being in gym when i was sooo depressed so i didnt have fun that much. towards the end of school i told my friend that i thought was ignoring me why i was so upset and she told me the reason she was acting like that was because of someone that wanted them to sit with her so she did, as a result leaving me alone and sad. but she explained everything and the day turned out ok! :D I guess my day didnt trun out as bad as i thought and i still get to see the look on my mothers face when i show her the haleyite letter. i was bawling in library at lunch, because i felt like i was utterly alone, i just wanted to curl up in a ball and die...literally. i was saying things to myself like, "Why does this always happen to me? Why can i have a normal life? why is it always me? why this and why that...and sulk,sulk,sulk -sigh- jeez. sometimes i can really be a crybaby, not that anyone has seen me cry besides nia, but i'm ok with that because she's like my sister. And joelle, but today was the first time ever that she saw me cry, and it was by accident because i lifted my head from the table when i heard footsteps, thinking it would be the librarian. well...all in all today was somewhat dramatastic, but ok so i'll take it ans to top it all off, my mom was so happy when she read my haleyite letter!!! ^_^ adios!
-love,
Gabrielle Nicole Lopez
Age:13 Sex:Female
Blood type:????
Life Motto: Never give up
without a fight!!! ^_^
About Me
- Gabby Lopez
- i love to sing, dance, and act, but i have major stage fright and i can't dance unless i've been taught moves, or a routine. :( i especially love to sing becuase people always tell my i have a great voice and when i sing people light up with a big smile and making people smile is just the greastest feeling in the enitre world!!! i've also been singing since i was young and it really makes me happy whenever i'm upset so it helps a lot, i get in trouble a lot for humming for singing in class but i dont mind much because in the cassroom i get to see others smile...including friends. ^_^
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