My Sisters Encouragement...

I miss my older sister, Stefany Christine Lopez(age:18). She went to collage just about a week ago and I miss her so much already, but when we text each other she encourages me to my best and be the best person I can possibly be. She's rooting for me, and it makes me so much stronger. For the last month or so before school started I was worried about all the drama that goes down, and I was worried that I would get involved in it and not be strong enough to deal with it, but now I know I can. I payed the month before school started, "Please god, help me become a stronger person, both in body and mind." I guess he or she heard me because little by little I'm getting stronger, both in body and mind. Little things here and there that are worth living for are helping me be this person that my parents can be proud of, that people can finally look up to, who my friends can respect, and that most of all, that my sister can be proud of. I'm so glad that my sister is fulfilling her dream, she wants to become a writer, so she's majoring in Creative Writing. She's doing okay so far, but her roomates act like she's not even there, and worst, her two roomies are best friends who grew up together so they hang out all the time both in and out of the dorm, and don't include my sister, which kind of pisses me off because she has been trying this whole time to have a conversation with them, but it seems to only last all of about 5 seconds. With my encouragement I hope that I can help her like she's helped me all these years.