Diary Entry #1

Dear Diary,
Hey everyone! I'm only 13, so it may not seem that I might not have many problems, but I actually have a lot of problems. I have always had to take care of myself, by myself, all the time. Either because my mom wasn't around or busy and my older sister just didn't like to take care of me because after all, she's only 4 1/2 years older than me so when I was 1 year old, she was about 5 years old. Even so, it has made me a stronger person and taught me never to rely on anyone besides myself. In some ways that's good/bad. Good because then I won't be dissapointed, but bad because then when I work on something wiht someone then I want to do everything myself and it's kind of annoying. I love to sing and dance and even act, the problem is that I can't really dance unless I'm taught moves, and as for acting and singing I have a henious case of stage fright...so not fair! Even so, when I'm singing on stage it's not so bad because I have the comfort of seeing people smiling at me and enjoying me music. I love to see people smile so it's perfect for me, and i've loved singing ever since I was little, my favorite kid singer was Annie, but now it's Jennifer Lopez, because if she can make;and she's a Lopez, then I'll make it as well!!! ^_^ Also there is George Lopez, and he's hilarious and i'm good at cracking jokes too,so that's totally awesome! I love being with my friends and making them constantly laugh, it's really quite fun and interesting to see how they'd react to a joke and stuff. I love my family dearly, I both a step-mother and step-father. My parents broke up when I was a 1 year old so I didn't really get to exaclty live a happily-ever-after live style with my mother and father. Because of that my sister was even worse because she was about 5 years old at the time and growing up with a mother and father for 5 years and then suddenly having them split up isn't exactly a good memory to have. I have a half-brother, Michael, who's turning 9 years old in April and my older sister, Stefany, is turning 18 years old in May. My younger half-brother, Michael, is the son of my father and step-mother; Selene Innes. I don't call my younger brother Michael my half-brother though, I treat him as just my regular brother, even if he was born from the evil witch named Selene! My father's name is Juan Lopez, and my mother's name is currently Michelle Dowd. It used to be Michelle Torres, but she married my step-father, Michael Benjamin Dowd. He's very kind and loves sports just like me so we get along just fine and he's very nice to my mother as well so I'm on good terms with him, I can't say the same for Selene though. :( There is one more thing I have to say, I'm bisexual, and if anyone has a freaking problem with that then screw you!!! We are people too and we deserve to be treated equal...anyone who says differently can go to hell!!! >:( We all get along with you, and have to deal with you, so just deal with us and stay out of our way...got it!?

-Love your crazy buddy,
                       Gabrielle Nicole Lopez
                        Age:13  Sex:Female
                         Blood type:?????
                      Life Motto: Never give up
                       without a fight!!! ^_^