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i love to sing, dance, and act, but i have major stage fright and i can't dance unless i've been taught moves, or a routine. :( i especially love to sing becuase people always tell my i have a great voice and when i sing people light up with a big smile and making people smile is just the greastest feeling in the enitre world!!! i've also been singing since i was young and it really makes me happy whenever i'm upset so it helps a lot, i get in trouble a lot for humming for singing in class but i dont mind much because in the cassroom i get to see others smile...including friends. ^_^

Friday, February 18, 2011

I can't keep my own secrets!!!

Dear Reader,
I've recentley read the book 'I can't keep my own secrets' and I thought it was excellent!!! :) It's basically a book filled with lots and lots of 6-word memiors by random people who sent it to the original website with thier names and was chosen to put into the book. I like the book so much because there are so many different versions of peoples lives in the book. It's interesting to see different points of view from totally different people all around the world. My favorite memior stated 'Fake smiles. Hidden Tears. Real laughs'. The reason I like that memior the most is because it is so similar to how I am. I smile just to reasure people that I'm okay, even if I'm hurting deep down inside. Hidden tears because I try really hard not to cry in front of others, only by myself because my goal isn't to make others sad, it's to live, and I try hard not to show weakness because I don't want to be hurt by anyone. Real laughs is because I really do love to laugh and no one I think can fake a laugh no matter how hard you try to, when you laugh, it has to be for real and that's always how I laugh, I've never had to fake a laugh because when I think something is funny, it just is and I don't have to fake anything, because when I laugh, I laugh for real. Therefore that particular quote directly applies to me, it may seem sad, but it's true and I don't mind it much, but once in a while when I'm drifting into my sub-concious I think about this quote and I'm shocked back into reality nd think about all the wonderful things I have and all the wonderful people that I have met over the years and I'm happy how things have turned out so far and I wouldn't change any of it for the whole wide world!!! ^_^ I love my life and every single person I've ever met or not!!! <3 I hope everyone finds there perfect lives. With the perfect friends, family, parents, and someday eventually kids, and or grandchildren. But until then, just deal with it...that's what I do, and I know it'll pay off, and if not, who cares, I think my life is as perfect as it will ever get and I'm perfectlyfine with that! C ya everyone! Enjoy your lives to the fullest and always try your best!

-Love,
       Gabrielle Nicole Lopez

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